by: anneli rufus
Something in this business makes sense.
Though it highlights how I feel as though I contain a little bit of everything within me.
I have felt a little lost because I haven't been able to confidently determine my exact level of need for others.
I am no longer shy. But I am often very private.
I know how to make friends. I get along with most people. I am very easy-going.
But I am rarely satisfied. I always need to be able to get away.
At the same time I also need connections. Sometimes I just need someone to talk to--to hold--to simply be with.
It feels sort of like being bisexual; neither gay nor straight while sharing qualities with both. I am neither a loner nor a nonloner but pieces of both.
It makes sense with my clothes, with my behavior, with my constantly changing being...
Does everyone feel this dynamic?
Hmmm... that sounds familiar. :D
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